I thought ineffective operational structure was mental chaos. It’s ego fuel. Look at how many people I am saving. There are coming out of every nook and cranny of the internet. The entire world needs to be saved. These people..they need help!

We gotta talk to everyone, we have to hear their ploys. Disqualification makes her uncomfortable, how can we disqualify her fanbase. That doesn’t play into her saviour idenity.

And with me..her image is tarnished. I worked so hard for her. I gave up my soul for her and now, i choose myself. That triggers her. She wants it back. She wants this brilliant closer who left a lucrative social media agency to give up her life for her again. It felt so nice.

And now the supply was cut off. So quickly, so suddenly.

Amber

Girl, you’re fucked up. Plain and simple
Desperate is how you started our call

You’re desperate all right. Not looking at yourself, not seeing your situation for what it is.
You said it yourself “I’m a victim of society”
Society isn’t come to save you, you can stay victim.

You rejected reality for 3 years and now that you’re out of the cave you wonder why the world isn’t coming to save you.
You’ve been wronged, why aren’t they fixing you?